day dreaming

Is all it took to brighten my day. Thanks best friend :)

I have all honors classes, a 4.3 GPA to keep up with, a stupid on-the-verge-of-an-A class grade to bring up, essays, projects, outlines, and homework.
I have the pressure of being the lead in my school’s drama, line memorizing, and multiple clubs.
I have been planning my sweet sixteen, which will be amazing but is a pain in the ass to plan.
And then I have me to deal with: my insecurities, my flat-iron boycott, my extremely stressful and constant weight gain, and my complete helplessness when it comes to getting things done.
Only 36 days until I get my license. I will no longer be stranded at school after hours, waiting on other people. I will finally be able to say “I wanna work out” and then drive away to the gym without coordinating drop of and pick up schedules with my mother. Oh my god thirty six days has never felt so long.

Well I finally vented to someone about person number one. She’s so screwed up. There’s not a thing she hasn’t done. I want to tell someone (like my mom) about her, but lately person number one has seemed better. But things with her are a roller coaster. And sadly, this happier time will soon be dampened by a tragic breakup that will leave her in prices. Off to the next one. Honestly, I used to have this strong, great friendship with her. But lately it’s been difficult to even look at her. At what she’s become.

I also vented about person number two. Damn, that really, really ruined my day.

Thanks ventee, for letting me vent and get this all out. I wish I could say I feel better, but maybe that will take time. If I bottle up a thousand emotions and suddenly let them all out, they need to settle before I can heal. I need to let it be and take it one day at a time.

I hate the way people lure you back in. You say, I’m done with you. Stay out of my life. And then they either do something dangerous or adorable and you’re drawn back to them. Bleh.

Person one: quit smoking. You’re throwing your life away. Quit trying to impress him. He’s a dickwad.

Person two: quit being so nice to me. It’s confusing.

pure-goddess:

mbf: pure-goddess
choosing 2 fav urls to promote. no likes, posting them after i get back from my shower!

If you wanna act like what I did was unforgivable, go ahead. See how many fucks I give.

Hey guys, so I’ve decided to make a new blog called “Snapshot Journal”. I will be posting all of my original photography there. The photos I post will never have been on tumblr before! Follow it to see new photography weekly, and be the first to reblog me :) Here’s a link:

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